Senin, 21 Februari 2011

#369

my chest is tight, i have a hard time breathing. i feel some goosebumps and this longing feeling inside as he came into view. the golden sun that shines behind him only makes him brighter, than he already is, to my eyes.
his amber eyes twinkled as he spread that dazzling smile in his face, while the wind blew his hair -there's nothing else i could think of beside him. about how he showered me with love that I'm sure will last.
in my mind, all i could remember are all the little things he does that can melt my heart, and the affection he sent me that literally take my breath away. but at the same time, it reminds me of how i was left in despair as flashes of bad memories when people told me that he was dead comes up. how i felt that the end is near, and how that it nearly break my heart at the thought of never feeling his love again and at the moment, I'm sure that i will never feel the same anymore.
but as he step out from the horizon, look as dashing and daring as ever, all the troubles i felt were gone. all the depressive thoughts were washed away with relief and joy and instantly my future seems ten times brighter than before, as he held me in his arms and not letting me go.

#428

my heart was so full of emotions i'm afraid it'll burst.
as i opened my eyes whilst the sun is rising, i see the end is near.
the end that would lead me to a new beggining.
i have completed my journey,
i have soared the seas and sailed the skies to reach you,
and nothing, could describe this glorious feeling inside,
no words cpuld tell how much troubles have been lifted from my shoulders
and how it felt so relieving -cause i can inhale at ease again.
as i set sail, and dipped my feet into the warm white sands,
sucking in the salty air, i feel a tear coming up.
it's not regret. it's about letting the heart-clenching emotion go.
it felt good, i felt that the burden in my shoulders have been took,
and that's when i ran into you arms, the one that i longed for.