Self-pitying

Yes i am in one of those situation where i need to feel sorry for myself in order to get over it. Call me pathetic, but i deal it the way i want to.

The first step is to cheer yourself up. Tell yourself that it's just not meant to be, that you have a different path to walk through and you have to excel in it when you start walking down that way. Oh, and tell yourself the good qualities that you have to realize that you still have something inside.

Next, you have to admit it that you didn't achieve that thing. That you, strictly speaking, failed. But it's okay. Failure it's good sign, it says that you're actually learning something. Heck, Thomas Edison know two thousand ways or something to not make a light bulb

Last, find some kind of remedy. I currently can't cry due to the audiences around me. But i simply grab a can of my favorite drink (because there's no ice cream) and plug in my headphones listening to kelly clarkson's cry. Yeah, a good pop song won't hurt you.

So, i hope you can cope with whatever your dealing with. And remember, it's not the end of the world. We can still create thousands of beautiful things and achieve plenty other things too. Cheers to the current loser! Boo-yah!


*sorry for the mistakes, i'm emotionally unstable apparently*

Jadi...

Emang sih ada salah satu post gue yang judulnya pake tanda (I), which means, tadinya gue mau bagi ke part (II) dan (III). Tapi gue males. Kalo mau pilih sebuah kata tentang apa itu sma bakal susah banget, jadi kalo dipersingkat mungkin kata yang bisa mendeskripsikan itu...mouthful. Karena itu tadi, terlalu banyak hal yang terjadi yang bikin kita merasakan beberapa jenis emosi.

Konklusinya, harus dikenang dengan baik dan move on.

[To be honest, i don't have some kind of a certain mood to write about highschool, because again, honestly, i don't know what to feel or think about it. I'm much of a mess to talk about anything decently.]